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Interests: FASTING, FEELING HUNGER, being thin, losing weight acheiving perfection, living a double life, history and math (i cant help being a nerd) sports and working out. music of all kinds having and making friends, comments and reading and being sarcastic.
Expertise: being a nerd and losing weight and being sarcastic.
Occupation: cleaning houses
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AIM:  lilskatergurl919
Member Since:
2/22/2005
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| i got my toncils taken out 2 weeks ago and i have had every complication in the book. i just got out of the hospital yesterday, i had to stay for a few days since my throat kept bleeding to they kept haveing to recarterize it and let me tell you it is the most painful thiing on earth.the good news is i couldent eat for 10 straight days and even now im mostly on liquids so ive gone down from 172 to 155 yea!!. im 5'6 so i only have another 20 or 30 pounds to lose before i reach my goal and while thats still a lot thats nothing compared to haveing to lose 100 lbs. my birthday is this friday lol its on fri the 13th ironic isnt it? i was going to ocean city for the weekend but my doc says i should take it easy so im going next week instead. im not so good at the fasting on my own any more so im trying to teach myself again. oh and im going to patapsco high this year and its my first year at a [ublic school so if any one goes, has gone or knows anything about the school let me know.
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| im sick. i almost passed out. my blood sugur is extremely low,.
can you say, CRAP. sigh just 2 more days till my fast is over, i hope i make it.
on the flip side i weighed 165 this morning =)so iv now lost 7 lbs in 5 days. yea!
some times i just gotta wonder though, how is it nobody noticed i havent eaten in over 5 days?mabey they do know and they dont care or think im so fat i shouldent eat any way. eitherway im a worthless loser, yipee  .
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| hey srry this is just a quick update.
ok its like 10:30 at night and im almost finished my fifth day of fasting, yea!! =)
ive been really busy today so i never had time to work out so after i type this im going to do ddr(dance dance revolution) for an hr and a weight tape and 100 situps, prolly take 2 hrs. normally i wouldnt care but tomorrows the pool party so i gotta amp it up.
take care.
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| YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
SCHOOLS OUT!!!
no more pencils, no more books, no more teachers dirty looks, when the teacher rings the bell, drop your boolsand RUN LIKE HELL!! LOL
im so happy school is over( if you cant tell already :P).
ok so a bunch has happened in the past few days, for one ive been fasting for the past 4 days som im now down to 167, 5 lb less then when i started =), just 3 days left and im done my fast. ive been really sticking to my workouts to. im so hungry though its driving me nuts.
today at school we had an award ceramonie for like 3 hrs. im happy though because i got a few awards, my fav is "BEST CHRISTIAN EXAMPLE". lol my friends kept calling me skinny since my fasting made my tummy really tiny(not really tiny but you get the point)
the other day i was at the library and this guy was hitting on me and asked if i had a boyfriend,which i dont(but hopefully this summer might change that ;) and asked for my numberand i asked if he had a girlfriend and he said he had 2!! what a jeRK!! soi gave him the reject hotline number lol serves him right.
oh get this my dad was reading throught my JOURNEL!!! my DIET journel, the one that said all my crap about stuff and my fasting and this is exaclywhat he said to me " Tara you are messed up in the head about food AND why do you have to be such a basket case"
HE'S THE ONE WHO ALWAYS MADE FUN OF MY WEIGHT AND MY LOOKS!!! and so whe i try to do something about it HE CALLS ME MESSED UP!! he's so freakin retarded.
this morning and yesterday i went to 2 partys full of goodies, and i didnt even feel tempted, hungrey yes but not tempted. so that makes me happy that this is getting easier.
unil the next update.
see ya
Peace::::
Love:::::
Skinny::::
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seriously, i think my weight is transfering from my legs to myy stomach.why?? i dont know. ive dropped a pants size and gained a shirt size. but whatever.
im officially on a week long fast, maby that will shrink my tummy a bit.
i went to the website n found out my average cal intake should be 2550(NEVER gonna happen) so if i eat none to 2hundred cals a day plus burn AT LEAST 500 cals a day i can lose 5-7 lbs a week so until i can find a program or challenge im pretty much just gonna fast.
i need all the support i can get so please PLEASE comment
Peace.
LOVE
Skinny.
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to do list
goals
- get to 140
- make the honor roll
- make ugw 125
- run for 60 min straight
- become perfect
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- wet seal
- forever 21
- rue 21
- walmart
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schedule
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